I hate the way youre always doing well
You broke my heart and all the friends can tell
Dont touch me now, just leave me on the shelf
Id rather Purgatorio than hell
Im happy for a moment and then it falls apart
Rather just feel nothing than be here in your arms
Spirit getting weaker now Im nearing the end
You were lying when you said you wanted to be friends
Who can I trust these days
I can tell your smile is so fake
If you want something from me, just say that
Dont pretend that we go way back
Im not stupid, just tired
I wanna quit but its so hard
I always crawl right back to music
I know someday Im gonna lose it
Theres no hope for me, its all fruitless
Dont need you to tell me Im useless
At the bottom, stuck in this tarpit
Pretty soon my blood will stop pumping
I dont really care what you say about me
Throw your poison in my vein or just leave
I cant help but laugh when you say sweet things
Cause I know in just a year youll hate me
I hate the way youre always doing well
You broke my heart and all the friends can tell
Dont touch me now, just leave me on the shelf
Id rather Purgatorio than hell
Im happy for a moment and then it falls apart
Rather just feel nothing than be here in your arms
Spirit getting weaker now Im nearing the end
You were lying when you said you wanted to be friends
I skrt around the circle til I fall apart
Take my arms, I mean harm
Fight the war hard enough, get discharged
Couldnt hold back, dropping my guard
Like was he really mean?
I put a face on every day, I know Im never clean
Talking crazy, put a chip inside his artery
Dont go walkin round in darkness til they notice me
I swear this shit been hard
I play my cards right and end up unmarked
Im drifting apart right as I take up the charge
I dont know who you are
Losing sight of my arms