Walking up the hill tonight
When you have closed your eyes
I wish I didnt have to make
All those mistakes and be wise
Please try to be patient
And know that Im still learning
Im sorry that you have to see
The strength inside me burning
But where are you my angel now?
Dont you see me crying?
And I know that you cant do it all
But you cant say Im not trying
Im on my knees in front of him
But he doesnt seem to see me
With all his troubles on his mind
Hes looking right through me
And Im letting myself down
By satisfying you
And I wish that you could see
That I have my troubles too
Looking at you sleeping
Im with the man I know
Im sitting here weeping
While the hours pass so slow
And I know that in the morning
Ill have to let you go
And youll be just a man
Once I used to know
But for these past few days
Someone I dont recognize
This isnt all my fault
When will you realize?
Looking at you leaving
Im looking for a sign