Hmm, yea
Mirrors they never lie
Dont see myself inside
Why cant I get it right?
I dont know
Youre always watching me fall
Shadows they like my wall
Why do I feel so small?
I dont know
So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know
Ive lost, Ive lost
Ive lost control again
Always do the same and Im to blame
Ive lost control again
I dont, I dont
I dont know who I am
Always do the same and Im to blame
Ive lost control again
Tired of being afraid
But lately, I lost my faith
What is love without pain
It aint home
Youre watching me but Im below
When I get caught I hope
Its the kind of blackout that will
Take me home
So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know
Ive lost, Ive lost
Ive lost control again
Always do the same and Im to blame
Ive lost control again
I dont, I dont
I dont know who I am
Always do the same and Im to blame
Ive lost control again
I know that Im a mess
But I aint trying to be the best
So, whatevers coming next
I better pray
Never said I was an angel
I am damaged all the way
So whatevers coming next
I better pray
Ive lost, Ive lost
Ive lost control again
Always do the same and Im to blame
Ive lost control again
I dont, I dont
I dont know who I am
Always do the same and Im to blame
Ive lost control again