I cant even escape you in my sleep when all I need is rest
Knowing when I wake up I cant watch you get dressed
And pretend Im sleeping and imagine you with child
A suggestion often made by me and by you always reviled
I wanted to watch your tits grow fat and loosen all your clothes
To hold a new-born in my arms with your eyes and my nose
I suppose that was the first sign
That you never really were mine
My twisted spine is aching now this beds got so much space
In direct contrast to my mind which is cluttered with your face
Youre the girl I loved before I fucked and thats so rare
So Ill help you leave your home while you decide if you still care
I really thought we never could end
Or at least Id always be your good friend
But then I think about what youve done
And his tongue pressed against your tongue
Your bodies together in our bed
His cock in your cunt, his cock in your head
And instead of a new platonic future for you and me
I hope you get an abortion or at least an STD
Went out with married friends and I watched them on the bus
I saw the way they were and that could never have been us
So the girl I loved before I fucked youll always be
But the woman youve grown into is no woman for me