Deep in the night, it came to me
Torturing silently
Try but I cant seem to ever break free
From what is haunting me
Deep paranoia
It tears apart my heart
But in my soul
Its all Ive ever known
I cut all of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more I feel the more I ache
I cant go back
I fear more of lifes beauty than pain
Thoughts wouldnt stop playing upon my mind
Taunting me with what Id find
Try but I cant seem to ever break free
From what is haunting me
Deep paranoia
It tears apart my heart
But in my soul
Its all Ive ever known
I cut all of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more i need the more I take
I cant go back
I fear more of lifes beauty than pain
Once I believed
And Id dream of a place
Where the weight of it all
Couldnt harm me
Now I know and I feel
This could never be real
On this path I walk alone
I cut all of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more I see the more I hate
I cant go back
I fear more of lifes beauty than
All of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more I breathe, the more I break
I cant go back
I feel all of lifes beauty and pain