Its February and I just want April
To take my hand and pick me up again
Yeah, Im numb but its really not that bad
Live life til you get it wrong
Take a breath and turn your head
Oh my god, Ive gotta get out of this trend
Its 8 oclock in the middle of a last chance
Cant we just pretend we dont know
Anything or anyone or anywhere anyway?
Its kinda scary in the dark in the dim light
Cant I just pretend I dont mind
Everything or everyone or everywhere anyway?
Ive got a lot of life and youve got nothing, nothing
Ive got a lot of life and you
Dont swallow the sun, the moon isnt bright enough
Were all like flashlights, useless till you turn us on
Sex and cigarettes are real, the apocalypse is fate
Replace the T with a K
Religions a reminder that our past is filled with liars
I spell my name with capital letters
But I dont talk much cause Im a beginner at this life thing
Yeah, Im young but that dont mean much here
If everyone knows that theyre gonna grow old
Then why do we act like why we dont like the past?
If we had the chance wed do it all over again
Ive got a lot of life and youve got nothing, nothing
Ive got a lot of life and you
Dont swallow the sun, the moon isnt bright enough
Were all like flashlights, useless till you turn us on
Sex and cigarettes are real, the apocalypse is fate
Replace the T with a K
Religions a reminder that our past is filled with liars
Ive spent 21 years replacing my old fears for new ones
Ive asked why, how and where
More times than I care to remember
Ive got 7 days til a new week comes
And 24 hours to convince myself Im real
Cause today Im not so sure I even exist
Sitting by the sinners on a bad day
Everybodys kiss is contagious
Im tired of watching wars on my TV screen
Theres not an easy way to say this
Nobody likes a winter sitting on the wind while the trees get thinner
Cant you just pretend youre a good kid?
Cant I just pretend I really give a shit
Even though I dont really know how I want to live?
I promise Ill be a better person this time next year
This time next year