Caught between the dusk and dawn
I numb myself to death yet Im awake
Im running out of alcohol
I shouldnt feel a thing yet all I feel is hate
I realise as the night goes by this is not the first time
This maddening pain keeps me awake I need to fade away all I feel is hate
I wish that Id just fade away, fade away, fade away
I cant cope with all this hate, all this hate, all this hate
Im so tired still awake, still awake, still awake
Finally I fade away, fade away, fade away
I pour another drink coz I can still think
And wont stop aching til Im out of my head
That ticking clock is killing me
I wish that I was dead it wouldnt be too bad
I hope youre fine and well, I say
I wouldnt want it any other way
So please tell me how do you feel
Now tell me hows the league, tell me hows the league
I can tell I fade away, fade away, fade away
Im stuck here just like yesterday, yesterday, yesterday
I miss those jam and pancake days you would shower and I would bade
It feels like I just fade away, fade away, fade away, away
I wish that Id just…