I cant go on…
deflate the air from both of my lungs
Fears one by one, followed me home, and became reality. Im a failure Im a freak, Im a chip on your shoulder. The last thing you need.
I shudder earthquakes at the thought of a life thats meaningless and with such a promising past but you can always count on me to choke in the end
I cant go on … Deflate the air from both of my lungs. Ill be gone… long before daylight shows its face…
Honestly Im taking big strides, in a race towards normalcy. Where more is more and less is weak. Where love is crap, Emotion speaks for us all.
Whats really right? Whos who to say? I can survive alone again. I figured that out the hardest way. The forecast calls for fire, but flames sound nice today.
I cant go on… Deflate the air from both of my lungs. Ill be gone… long before daylight shows its face…
Its old and worn-and its mouth smiles no more. Im worth my weight in potting soil. Maybe Ive tried to hard to care.
I left a note on your bed. I dont recall what it said. Something like how Im completely miserable and Im better off dead.