[Lyrics for Closed Heart Surgery – Hold Tight]
Can’t imagine a life with you
Can’t imagine one without you
So I stay passive-aggressive, condescending and doubtful.
Mouth full of expletives, camera full of negatives
Our relationship never developed past sureletive.
Drunk Passed out, probably dreaming of a wonderland
Filled sympathetic, ex-lovers who under stand.
These sheets and pillows are destroyed with your breath
So I’m sleeping on floors to avoid the smell you left.
And they left it on the doormat like an unwanted Orphan
A child that grew up losing all of her fortune
A black hole infested inside of a renegrew
And hollowed her out til she was empty and I knew,
This girl was tough, she had scars its true
Shorty had no problem sharing the pain it was something she had to do.
She shared it like it was show and tell
cause everything, everything will be just fine.
And are you thinking of me in the moon light?
Baby don’t cry,
Don’t cry, let your eyes dry.
Six numbers playing russian roulette for the 7
Razor in my hand bearing suicidal resemblance.
Trembling hesitation I recall the devastation
Your a time bomb waiting to implode detonation
I chose regination and froze the temptation
But now I’m soaking in contemplation
you awoke my frustration
Dark angel ripping me apart from off angles
I need get out of this bead but our bodies are tangled.
10 fingers crossed and they tightly squeeze
No matter how strong the grip on the kite string
The thread moves too fast and cuts my hand
Then she tastes the blood and now were closer than that
Her maiden mascara holds a vision for the missing
I can’t speak on it when there’s no one to listen
She taught me to wrestle cause I didn’t know
I taught her how to hate me;
How to let go.
cause everything, everything will be just fine.
And are you thinking of me in the moon light?
Baby don’t cry,
Don’t cry, let your eyes dry.
Games are meant to win and your far too competitive
cross my fingers hope to die I hate you repetitive.
Tentative your feelings delayed our progress.
I’m trying to remember just when truth you’ve displayed, honest.
astonishing fatigue by the same fights every week
I gave up and shouldered the blame right as she grieved.
Its time to retreat my ego, love and self-worth
but how can I say goodbye, its impossible to tell her
So now I leave it at this, broken bent paper clips
Crushed paper, torn sketches, whats the lesson
days blacked out with ex(?) to show there isn’t one
just the lonely tunnel leading down the barrel of a gun
but as far as I look I still can’t see the light
and I’m staring at the sky hoping it can turn the tide
but there’s no sense in magic and I’m just getting by
wondering since I left you alone, are you doing alright?
cause everything, everything will be just fine.
And are you thinking of me in the moon light?
Baby don’t cry,
Don’t cry, let your eyes dry.