She whispers sweet bullshit in my ear
Familiar, its what I always wanna hear
But it didnt take long for my old regrets to be back on deck
Cover up my attention
Fat chance that Ill pay my debts with my mistakes
Give me a break
Is there even anybody left for me to trust for goddamn sake?
Cauterize the hole inside my chest and burn my flesh
The smell of honesty, decency, lingers in the air until its gone
Im not the one oh
Im not the one whos holding on
Im not the one whos holding on
Our agony is a distant memory
September, cant wait til youre here
Deliver all my favorite fears
And no, it didnt take long for my old regrets to be back on deck
Cover up my attention
No chance that Ill pay my debt with my mistakes
Give me a break
Is there even anybody left for me to trust for goddamn sake?
Cauterize the hole inside my chest and burn my flesh
The smell of honesty, decency, lingers in the air until its gone
Im not the one oh
Im not the one whos holding on
Im not the one whos holding on
Our agony is a distant memory
You get bored with an easy life
Look for anything to make it right, youre stupid, guy
Theres no magic in maintenance
Feel it getting stale? Then go play games in the basement, spacious
Some people aint worth a single tear
More hate, more fear
I think were better off weird
Tapping into all the emotions
I forgot to feel all year
Cant recall the smell of the ocean
I need something real, something real
Tapping into all the emotions
I need something real
Cant recall the smell of the ocean, something real
Tapping into all the emotions
I need something real
Cant recall the smell of the ocean, something real