Uh, Im just so far gone, octobers own, Please leave me alone
Drunk off champagne screamin in the phone
See my house is not a home, fuck is goin on
Where did we go wrong, where do we belong
Caught up in the game and its one I cant postpone
Meaning if it rains Im the one its raining on
When my diamond chain is on still nothing set in stone
Women borrow sweaters that I spray with my cologne
And tell me dont forget em and I promise that I wont
Feelin so distant from everyone Ive known
To make everybody happy I think I would need a clone
Places we get flown, parties that weve thrown
Ive done more for this city then these rappers that have blown
Its only been 3 Years look at how Ive grown
Im just in my zone, I call this shit the calm
Yea, but Im the furthest thing from calm
Dedicated to my mom, and I swear my word is bond
Everything will be ok and it wont even take that long
You can see it in my face or even read it on my palm
Leader of the new school its proven and its known
Im sittin in a chair but in the future its a throne
I know you like to worry itll be better if you dont cause…
You know, everything gone be alright, I promise. A
Pologize to you know, to put yall in this position and vent to yall but…
40 mom always say, Dont ask permisson, just ask forgiveness
You know, so… forgive me.
Uh, And life is so insane, look what Ive became, tryna make a name
All my first dates are interrupted by my fame
Because every picture taken is a fan that you can gain
They love it when you smile unaware that its a strain
Its a curse you gotta live with when you born to entertain
Women need attention and fore women will complain
Develop hatred for men and say that your the one to blame
Tryna enjoy myself with Taz in miami at the game
I just wish he knew how much it really weighed like dwayne
Its a weight thats on my chest whoever spottin me is playin
So Im liftin all alone try not to get a sprain
Hopin western union doing currency exchange
Cause my dad called and got me feelin guilty and ashamed
Like, how I had a Rolls and I went and got a Range
And he payin for his cigarettes with dollars and some change
Damn, and I could only feel his pain
Cause in memphis tennessee theres only so much to attain
So Im fillin out the form at the counter once a-gain
He say he love me I just hope he doesnt say that shit in vain
Im why ya girl heart is in a slang
Call me heartbreak Drake Im the hardest one to tame
As a man Im just honest as a artist Im a king
With my own set of problems that be sittin on my brain
Yea, And see this is the thang
What they viewing as braggin is the way that I maintain
The shit I write while staring out the window of a plane
Is the single handed reason I Remain…
Me, Yea… Uh, I said I call this shit the calm.
But Im the furthest thing from calm.
I swear Im puttin on but they always wanna ask what type of act you puttin on like… Man.