Yesterday when we were getting high
You were invited, you wouldve liked it
Uh-uh I know you all too well
I said that we could kiss the past goodbye
But you werent excited, theres no way to fight it
You could stay, but shawty here I go
Uh, should I spend the weekend in Vegas?
Im living inside the moment, not taking pictures to save it
I mean, how could I forget? My memorys never faded
I cant relate to these haters, my enemies never made it
I am, still here with who I started with
The game needed life, I put my heart in it
I blew myself up, Im on some martyr sh-
Carry the weight for my city, like a cargo ship
Uh, Im 23 with a money tree
Growing more too, I just planted a hunna seeds
Its ironic cause my mother was a florist
And thats how she met my pops
And now my garden is enormous
Its happenin Penny Lane, just like you said
I avoided the Coke game and went with Sprite instead
Uh-uh, thats word to the millions that they puttin up
Im tryna do better than good enough
What am I afraid of?
This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
But people I dont have the time to hang with
Always look at me and say the same sh-
They say, You promised me you would never change
You promised me you would never change
Am I wrong for making light of my situation?
Clap on, before they got some sh- for me to snap on
Now that Im on, I dont really wanna worry bout gettin back on
Im just tryna stay on, get my f- buffet on
I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home
And I be actin like I dont know how to work a phone
But hit re-dial, youll see that I just called some chick I met at the mall
That I barely know at all
And, plus this woman that I messed with unprotected
Texted saying she wished she would have kept it
The one that Im layin next to just looked over and read it
Man, I couldnt tell you where the f- my head is, Im holding on by a thread
Its like Im high right now, the guy right now
And you can tell by looking in my eyes right now
That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
Cause we just having the time of our lives right now
What am I afraid of?
This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
But people I dont have the time to hang with
Always look at me and say the same sh-
They say, You promised me you would never change
You promised me you would never change
Uh, I live by some advice this girl Alyssa told me
The other day Alyssa told me that she missed the old me
Which made me question when I went missing
And when I start treating my friends different
Maybe it was the fast-paced switch up
Put up two guns in my face during the stick up
Maybe cause the girl I thought trusted was who set the whole s- up
But in fact I havent seen em, since they locked Big Rich up
I know, the same time Im quick to forget
Im bout to roll me up a – with my list of regrets
Burn it all, burn it all, Im startin it fresh
Cause half the time I got it right, I probably guessed
Did I just trade free time for camera time?
Will I blow all of this money baby, Hammer Time?
Yeah, I just need some closure
Aint no turning back for me, Im in it til its over