I spent my whole life searching for substance
Just to find an empty room
In the void of endless meaning
Where no faith can be assumed
I spent my whole death waiting for answers
Just to see the spaces filled
In the sea of all my karma
Where all my blood was spilled
I know Im gonna let you down
Every single time I try to hide in my own lies
If you can forgive me now
Youll be in every breath I take if you believe that I can change
I spent my rebirth chasing the devil
Just to watch my cancer grow
Try to snuff him out with a silence
But he speaks to me so low
Ill spend my last chance being the martyr
Of all my wasted breath
If I could wake you from this coma
Id give all I have left, give all I have left
I know Im gonna let you down
Every single time I try to hide in my own lies
If you can forgive me now
Youll be in every breath I take if you believe that I can change
Im a fire inside abandoned walls
Tearaway, unafraid to risk it all
Ill give every reason to believe
I am ready for so much more
Im not holding on
I know Im gonna let you down
Every single time I try to hide in my own lies
If you can forgive me now
Youll be in every breath I take if you believe that I can change