You used to say that Id never be
Nothing without you and Id believe
Im shot in the lungs, I gasp, I cant breathe
Just lay here with me, baby, hold me please
And Id beg and Id plead, drop to knees
And Id cry and Id scream, Baby, please dont leave
Snatch the keys from your hand, I would squeeze
And youd laugh, and youd tease, youre just fucking with me
And you must hate me
Why do you date me, if you say I make you sick?
And youve had enough of me
I smother you, Im bout to jump off the edge
But you wont break me, youll just make me stronger than I was
Before I met you, I bet you Ill be just fine without you
And if I stumble, I wont crumble, Ill get back up and uhh
But Imma still be humble when I scream Fuck you
Cause Im stronger than I was
A beautiful face is all that you have
Cause on the inside youre ugly and mad
But youre all that I love, I grasp, you cant leave
Please stay here with me, baby hold me please
And Id beg and I plead, drop to knees
And Id cry and Id scream, baby, please dont leave
But you left and you took everything I had left
And left nothing, nothing for me
So please dont wake me from this dream, baby
Were still together in my head
And youre still in love with me
Til I woke up to discover that that dream was dead
But you wont break me, youll just make me stronger than I was
Before I met you, I bet you Ill be just fine without you
And if I stumble, I wont crumble, Ill get back up and uhh
But Imma still be humble when I scream Fuck you
Cause Im stronger than I was
You walked out, I almost died, it was almost a homicide
That you caused cause I was so traumatized
Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
Id rather die than you not be by my side
Cant count how many times I vomited, cried
Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide
Thought we were Bonnie and Clyde, nah
On the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde
I, felt like my, whole relationship with you was a lie
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
Cause if you coulda, took my life you woulda
Its like you put a, knife through my chest
And pushed it right through to the, other side
Of my back and stuck a spike too, shoulda
Put up more of a fight, but I couldnt
At the time, no one could hurt me like you coulda
Take you back now, whats the likelihood of that?
Bite me bitch, chew on a nineteen footer
Cause this morning I finally stood up
Held my chin up, finally showed a sign
Of life in me for the, first time since you left me
And left me with nothing but shattered dreams
And the life we coulda, had and we couldve been
But Im breaking out of this slump Im in
Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
Im getting up once and for all, fuck this shit
Ima be late for the pity party
But youre never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again
Took it on the chin like a champ
So dont lump me in with the chump-ions
Im done being your punching bag
It was the November 31st today
Wouldve been our anniversary
Two years but you left on the 1st of May
I wrote it on a calendar, was gonna call
But couldnt think of the words to say
But they came to me just now
So I put em in a verse to lay
And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
But I hate you cause you drained me, I gave you all, you gave me none
But if you blame me, youre crazy and after all is said and done
Im still angry, yeah, I may be, I may never trust someone
But you wont break me, youll just make me stronger than I was
Before I met you, I bet you Ill be just fine without you
And if I stumble, I wont crumble, Ill get back up and uhh
But Imma still be humble when I scream Fuck you
Cause Im stronger than I was