Tear stained carpet, white knuckled grip
I cant forget him or forgive what he did
I thought I loved you, but I cant take another hit
Its only been six weeks and Im already like this
You took me out and taught me how to skate
With blood on my knees, I told you I would be okay
But you knew nothings that easy, so you said Yes when I asked you to stay
Cause for the first time, in a long time, I dont want you to go away
I hate that I cant love you
But Im just in the way
But you say I wont be here forever
And youll wait as long as it takes
Steal away to meet you when the moon is full
Wearing shoes that dont even fit me, hoping youll think I look cool
I hope you do
I hope you know that I think you look fucking cool
Staying up to see you when you get off of work
But you leave without touching me
And you dont know just how bad it hurts
When I dreamed for weeks of you being my first
I hate that I cant love you
But Im just in the way
But you say I wont be here forever
And youll wait as long as it takes