Although I dont understand, I know whats going on, whats going on
I wish that I was a man, but Im not that strong, not that strong
When I see that look thats in your eye
I wish I knew, just how to get to you
And when you dim the lights and close the door
Youll never find here, what it is youre looking for
If I could raise my hands I would
If I could stop the things youre doing to me, you know I would
If I could say a word or two, Id know id get to you
And say what I want to
And while Im feeling the pain
I cannot run away, I want to run away
So here I am once again, Not knowing what to do, what to do
And do you smile while you are hurting me?
If I could beg I would be on my knees
Instead I stand here with my back against the wall
Youve had your way and you took away my soul
I wish that somebody would pick me up and take me away, take me away
Because Im lying here alone and Im afraid
Id rather die now than live a life like this