Youre seeing ugly faces in your dreams
Let me know what it means
We told ourselves wed tell it true
But I learned how to lie watching you
This dirty place dont want you here
Looks like youre stuck another year
You close your eyes, a scene rolls by
A strip mall under somber sky
My back was to a corner, lonely in a crowd
I couldnt hear you calling, the bullshit was so loud
Im sorry you got borrowed, Im sorry you got bruised
I wish I couldve found a way to be of better use
But Im a lonely shade of blue
I dont know what else to do
Does it even matter? Does it ever last?
I didnt want the answer to the question that I asked
Can I kill a monster? Can I be youu man?
I cant afford to give a damn if you dont understand
I dont know how I built this boat
Or if its always gonna float
Youre seeing ugly faces in your dreams
Please let me know what it means