All I want to be
All in all, all I want to be
All I know to be
All in all, all I know to be
All I can hope to be
All in all, all I can hope to be
So my prayer is that the all in all becomes all in me
Early in the AM, a new days in
Im in my bed still laying
I think Im gonna stay in
Ive got to get motivation for what Im facing
This world is heavy
I feel my weight bend
Pressure to measure up but Im nothing special
I feel like an amateur in a world of professionals
And I know man nobodys a pro man
Some keep their heads high, some hang their heads low and
Im trying to find and hang mine in the right place
Letting my weakness become your strength
Im taking each day as it comes
Making each one a new one
Im starting over with the rise of the sun
Embracing life this time holding onto what I believe in
The truth is humbling but also freeing
Yeah, brought to a spot of brutal honesty
Sometimes I feel all Ive got is a pen and paper
The chance to be honest and hope in a savior
For a while it was hard to accept it
You see stereotypes and religion killed my perspective
So many questions aimlessly directed
I looked to myself to try and correct it
Now, thats an expectation that I shouldnt expect in
Thats a goal that I shouldnt have set
Desire died and all thats left was frustration
As well as an unhealthy self examination
I analyzed it all to the point of psychological torment
Still found no answers in my search for it
Somewhere in all of this I started to realize
I was looking to myself and things I couldnt provide