Man its hard lookin back n now able to see in
wishin to God sometimes that I could do it all again
strugglin can start to take its toll,
16 years old tryin to change what you cant control
and its not your fault but tell me what can you do
when things fall apart and everybodys lookin at you
with two fingers pointed screamin get it together
but whos in the mix to show me any better
so whatever Im runnin on my own solo
tryin to make things happen off the little bit I know
and I guess Ill get what I get but yet
I dont want to live my life full of regrets
to the future in the palm of Gods hand to the past as of now
that I cant understand to the future uncertain unclear to the
past I left to bring me here i stay i pray
The earth rotates and my world keeps spinnin
feelin like I never started but its all endin
and I stand here lonely a million familiar faces
but yet no one truly knows me
so Ill try to move on and Ill try to know how
but the truth is Im really just runnin from the now
I cant handle it I feel like the futures all I got
dont want to deal with my past
I choose memory block to stop how I feel dont want to be
real with it, run from reality in attempts to deal with it
but its not workin and Im still hurtin,
nah its not workin and Im still searchin
no regrets no regrets but its hard
no regrets no regrets I say
no regrets no regrets I stay in him in him
Im tryin to live right and pass on what I believe
but its hard to give when you cant receive
yet Im learnin slowly n surely
and Im secure enough to admit my insecruity
see I know something in me has got to change
God of creation I hear you callin my name
offerin peace n joy and freedom from shame
offerin nothin to lose but a life to gain