Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late
Here, past all the lights
Where everythings clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
Youre gonna leave
Im just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didnt care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
Im just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how itd be to watch you walk away
I know Ill never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back youre where my hearts at
I have to find a way
Here, past all the lights
Where everythings clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
Youre gonna leave
Im just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
And everytime I think of you
Its hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin
When my whole bodys cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life
Ohohohooooo
Here, past all the lights
Where everythings clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
Youre gonna leave
Im just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go