Now and then,
I almost hit the bottom.
I try to crawl, scream,
But it doesnt matter.
How can I even get through this day?
You always say that you know what is best for me.
You always say that Im throwing my life away.
Who are you to tell me this? Go fck your self!
I dont really want this conversation.
Hell yeah, Ill rather be a failure.
I really dont care what you say.
I have a job, I have a girl.
I really try to act like a normal guy.
But its hard when you talk shit to me.
You say Im weak, You say Im dumb.
You say I fck up every single one I know.
How can you call yourself my friend?
I always thought that I could make a difference.
That one day I would be special.
But you laugh. You keep running over me.
But here it ends, its here it stops.
Ill maybe bleed, but Ill get on my feet again.
Go away, and Ill show you who the fck I am.