Post DramaticEnigmatic trauma
Here we go again
Every days the sameOh how I dread beginnings
Still awaiting my, still awaiting my end
Alone and DistraughtHere I lay
Slightly fevered from today
Cannot bare what they say
Self loathing, Ill fade away away
Just leave me lying here
Ill close my eyesescape this life
And sleep to pass the time
Oh How I miss the days… were golden
But now deprived
Pondering the question
Why the fck are we alive?
Growing older now, My skies turn to gray
If killing is a sin, then I cant win
And all hope is lost
An act to seal my fate
I cant I am afraid
To inflict the pain, to create my own demise
Oh please, release me from the pain of living
Beyond Comprehension
Victim of Circumstance
Lost with no direction
I cant face the day again
The hole that I have made
The fear that it creates
To know that I cant go on
But I dont have the guts to end it all
Oh please, release me from this never ending hell
And I dream a thousand years astray
Just close my eyes and wish to die and never see again
When I wake there shall be no today
Only deaden eyes that welcome me away
Into obscurity
Release me
Help me find
The door that will open
Release me
Slipping away again
Struggling to find my way
…the light that I cant find
Will pain Subside?