Mold black models out of clay
I thought Id made a masterpiece
Compared it to clones I thought I made an art that was unique
Only minutes passed me by
Something drastic caught my eye
My model looked the same as my acquaintance models once it dried
Dumbfounded scratching my head
Ill try again and instead
Ill use my strength and fingernails until I come up with something else new
Ill turn this black into blue
Tried my own way Still I can never feel at home
Please dont remind me That I cant do this on my own
Change my will to yours Since Ive been proven wrong again
Tear my grey clouds and let my skies go blue
Made a smart judgment today
Thought my choice was good for me
My choice was better than anything Id ever dreamed
Only seconds crossed me by
When her lips drew out that lie
My heart turned black when I lost hope I never noticed til it dried
Bluuuue yeah! Bluuuue yeah! Bluuuue yeah! Yeah, yeah!