Songwriters Scott, Darrell Sillers, Tia
She said, Im not pointing fingers and he said, yes you are
Cause you wouldnt bring it up if you werent
And if I told you Id been walking out in the dark night thinking
Would you take his truth as alcoholics word?
Oh, I cant change whats done is done but I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I dont curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying
Though I havent kicked the demons that haunt me
Im trying, Im trying
She sat down on the floor and said, I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel as fragile as glass
And I want to believe you, believe whats held you, has freed you
And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back
My parents think Im crazy for hanging on this long
But theres nothing I want more for us than to prove to them theyre wrong
And I dont wanna be afraid, I dont wanna think youre lying
And though I havent found the faith, that I need
Im trying, Im trying
He asked, do you want me to leave? Cause if you do, you know I will
But she said, much to his disbelief, no, I love you still, oh, I love you still
He said, I dont know why Ive been the fool but I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I dont curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying
He said, I havent been the man I wanna be
But, Im trying, Im trying, Im trying, Im trying
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