If you hear me call you, would you be there for me?
If I speak your name out loud, would you feel what I say?
I might move some things cause I need to change
I need to change for me but I do nothing for you
Put the blame on me for everything that you do now
Ask me if Im doing well and Im fronting
By myself and Im bout to hit a hundred
Said you could tell Im already off of something
And Im in Hell, is this really what you wanted?
We always on again and off again
She said, I liked you more when you aint have no confidence
Shes sending paragraphs and I just dont respond to it
Was tryna hear you out but Im already off of it
And I think of you and the spiderwebs
And how they held us together
And I think of you and how you breath
And I hope you do, forever
If you could let me know where I stand, babe
Standing here with an open hand, babe
Put the blame on me, baby, Im sorry
You gotta wait on me, but cest la vie
Know it hurts, Im the worst
Always search for the meaning and I cant find it I cant find it
Can you feel these things that I say to you?
Keep it real, you know I wont play with you
Feel like maybe thats what I was made to do
And I dont want everything that I could change for you
Why I cant look at you the same way?
Change place, then maybe we could save face
You pushed me away but Im a sucker for the chase
And you sent me a message and I dont think Ill erase that
So maybe we should face facts
Me and you together never worked,
But I cant say that I cant say that
But I cant say it
Sometimes it feels like were sinking and I cant save it
The message that you sent me in the night
It used to be the same when I wake up by your side
I see you every time I close my eyes
I wanna make you mine but you cant make up your mind
You ask me, what holds us together
The spiderwebs, they wont last forever
Now Im a wreck, but Im gon remember
The memories, of you Ill always treasure
Of you, Ill always treasure
Of you, Ill always treasure