And the hard part was just becoming part of society again
Its like they didnt want me
They didnt want me to be part of their society anymore
So I just decided, fuck it
Im gonna sleep in a tent
Im gonna do what I love for a living, which is playing music
And if I just make a little bit of money
Id rather do what I love with passion and make a little money
Than go back to contracting and then try to make a lot of money
And be part of a society that doesnt even want me anymore
Fuck em, you know? Fuck society
Do you think about life?
Do you stay awake at night?
Do you dream about knives?
Do you think about life?
Do you stay awake at night?
Do you dream about knives?
Solo, so low, so
See Im feeling so low when Im solo
But Im still alone though
Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to
My tempo, my bodys a rental
My skeletons relevant only to me though
The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper
Funny how I had no choice in it either
The people around me, they drink by the liter
It turns them all to instinctual creatures
So I confide inside all my anxieties
Some find a god, live their lives how the bible teach
I dont need that
Dont need a guy in the sky, dont abide by a book
Dont confide in a lie when they preaching the hate
Justified by faith, you dont buy all the talk
Youre just scared of a coffin, fuck
Its a maze in my mind, Im amazed that Im fine
Hey remember the time I was bout age nine
When I didnt get how you were sad all the time?
Now I do
Cause we all grew up in suburban homes
When the purpose known was to not grow up
Then we grew up, then we grew old, wanna throw up
Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful
Life doesnt feel so beautiful
Fuck it, at least Im being truthful
Do you think about life?
Do you stay awake at night?
Do you dream about knives?
Do you think about life?
Do you stay awake at night?
Do you dream about knives?
You almost crashed your car staring at the stars
Life means nothing when youre going nowhere far
You almost crashed your car staring at the stars
Life means nothing when youre going nowhere far
And its alright
You know, when it comes down to it
I came in this world by myself, and when I die
Im gonna be the only one in that coffin
Do you think about life?
Do you stay awake at night?
Do you dream about knives?
Do you think about life?
Do you stay awake at night?
Do you dream about knives?