Its the young Edgar Allan spitting live from the basement
Do it for the love, give a fuck about the payment
If Im being honest, I dont know what Im chasing
Need a space to place my thoughts and the songs, the location
Im fucking sick of writing all these sad songs
But Im just being real, its how I feel, word is bond
I just wanna let you know youre not alone
That I know what its like when you never leave your home
When you cant get out of bed, cant even check your phone
Cant even lift your head, like your bones are made of stone
When everyone you know is asking why youre feeling low
But you cant tell em why, cause you dont even know
I got radio execs tryna say whats best
I got pressure coming down, got me overly stressed
I got suicidal thoughts floating through my head
I got people from the past probably hoping Im dead
Oh no, whats your mama gonna say
When I tell her that I broke your heart?
Its just things arent the way that they used to be
Oh no, now youre crying on the bathroom floor
And I guess its the end
Well, I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend
Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didnt?
I just wish I wasnt stuck between decisions
I just wish I didnt feel like somethings missing
I just need to get outside this mental prison
3am and Im stuck in a rut
Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us
I keep fucking with your head like a lobotomy
I lost it all and youll always be a part of me
And can you feel the pain when you wake up?
Late again and its dark out
I dont even know where it came from
Cant escape, got me feeling down
I remember days in the hometown
Things change when you come around
Now theyre just memories now
Keep feeling up, then Im feeling down
Oh no, whats your mama gonna say
When I tell her that I broke your heart?
Its just things arent the way that they used to be
Oh no, now youre crying on the bathroom floor
And I guess its the end
Well, I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend
I lost my best friend
I lost my best friend
I lost my best friend
I lost my best friend