I sit alone with my thoughts and try to capture the essence and knowledge itself
I look for something solid so a bottle wont help
And I dont wanna bother nobody else so Im alone again
Feeling like a part of me is gone with my friends
So I pretend that Im dead but it makes no difference,
The only way to clear my head is in these weights Im lifting
I feel my fake shifting out of my head
The way I used to be so proud now its clear, I dont understand
Things aint what they used to be
I notice pain really aint new to me
Im living life n bang so foolishly!
So lord lead me, give me the strength
I know that you allready given me sense and I appreciate it
Its all so wet now when recreated, but whats the science?
I know it aint much by hey Im tryin
Feelin so fucked and I aint lying, theres darkness in me
And everyday its getting harder to breath.
See one day
See we survive but it never ends
Were gonna find our way
And catch a vibe feelin heaven sent
And then a place to stay
See Ive been livin just dealin with what Im given
Thinkin this is really somethin when it isnt
If I may
Just fly em by
And let me find my way
And its why they might
And there aint nothin I can say
My window, why are we this way?
I swear to god I never fracture my honesty
So they ask what the fucks wrong with me
But see the way I act how Im gonna be
And normally I wouldnt bother with nothing at all
But now Im in the rain feelin part of the water that falls
And every fuckin breath I take, I realize I know that lifes full of lessons
You can never be safe, so Im lyin here wide-awake tryin to find a place
While Im planning my escape I recline into this state
So I need me a place I can chill and take it easy
Breathe freely, hear the swell, smellin seaweed
With trees and the leaves, that we ought to be given
But for now Im just lost in the rythm
See one day
See we survive but it never ends
Were gonna find our way
And catch a vibe feelin heaven sent
And then a place to stay
See Ive been livin just dealin with what Ive been given
Thinkin this is really somethin when it isnt
If I may
Just fly em by
And let me find my way
And its why they might
And there aint nothin I can say
My window, why are we this way?
Sometimes I wonder what its all for
Coz when it rains it pours
And I dont wanna play these games anymore
See, I just wanna be assured it was worth it
And maybe just for one day, I get it right and life will be perfect
Coz I dont know where Im going but I know where Ive been
And I can feel the wind blowing holding on with my friends
Coz in the end its in them and in my family I trust,
That makes me proud, goddamnit its us!
I know Im blessed, every part of me
Chest, neck and arteries
Like those who went parting the sea someones watching
Life aint what it started out to be,
Ive come to realize that its all up to me
So Im running down my options
Waiting opportunities, give my man a helping hand of jewelry
Trying to understand and join the lunacy
Coz soon as people see and tune in to the frequency
They realize what humans do to humans deep in secrecy
They might just see there aint much hope left to go around
Things aint getting better and the globebanks slowing down
But knowing what we know now, we ought to know better
But since we gotta go, lets go together.