I can still see on that cold night,
I turned to face you and you said go,
Nothing hurts like leaving,
The ghosts come back to me,
Walking streets that Id seen before,
Feeling numb and I watched them laugh,
A man cant live so empty,
But I cant feel it now,
I cant take this – youve pushed me just too far,
Please dont touch me – let me leave, just set me free,
But if you said so – I would answer,
No bravado – just contrition,
Youre my downfall – my destruction,
But I cant help coming back for more,
Spoke to some old Romeo
in a mirror that lied to me,
I can see it all now,
and its all just doubt and fear,
Walking home now and I cant recognise,
It disturbs me as I wish I were a coward now,
But if you said so….
Crying into a vale of tears,
Feeling nothing cause nothings left,
Drinking is no comfort,
as I go outside once more and scream,
I feel homesick when Im coming home again,
Ive no place now as things all phase before my eyes,
But if you said so…