The drugs begin to peak, a smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer
You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had
I cant forget the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it? Youre my heroine
You wont leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time
You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had
I cant forget the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it? Youre my heroine
I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself
I bet you believe
That Im better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal
But under your covers, more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips theres more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, Ill break you, my habit
You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had
I cant forget the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it? Youre my heroine
I will save myself