Lying all alone, wishing you would call
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones
You gave it all up, you threw it all away
Theres nothing I can do
What do I think of dying?
You know its even worse
Than whats in my head
You dont believe me when I tell you
I dont want to be a fraud
And pretend that every things fine
I wont be here when you get home
Im not gonna sit here and die
Ill follow through again this time
Ill swallow swords, spit out my pride
Ill be just fine
You read me like a book
You know Im running out of legs to stand on
I wont believe you when you tell me
These old habits die so hard
Theres no intervention in sight
Theres no point in calling you
Im just gonna stand here and fight
Ill follow through again this time
Ill swallow swords, spit out my pride
Ill be just fine, fine
You fill my head with endless lies
Youre killing me, Im killing time
Ill be just fine
So, maybe one day the pain will go away
And I will see your face, I wont even care
Changing all the locks cause I cant change you
Ill follow through again this time
Ill swallow swords, spit out my pride
Ill be just fine, fine
You fill my head with endless lies
Youre killing me, Im killing time
Ill be just fine
Ill follow through again this time
Ill swallow swords, spit out my pride
Ill be just fine, fine
You fill my head with endless lies
Youre killing me, Im killing time
Ill be just fine