Force feed my fingertips
Till the red runs tide
Im tired of trying to hide
Tear my skin off Im trying to die
From long nights to day break
I believe in suicide
Maybe its my stupid side
I dont know what to write
Im sorry
Im sorry
Believe what you want Im sorry
I tried but Im a squealer
Woke up
In my own throw up
Scribbled words in my vomit
Drew a sailboat through the current
Over peaks of stomach acid
Through the hydrochloric mist
I sailed there passed out on a sea vomit
And I loved it
Could hardly breathe
At peace
The taste
Well
I loved it
Shades of gray amber skies
Deep blue seas static lines
Snow blankets the shores
Hide the drugs in the floor
Sleigh rides on the Atlantic
White men on the Pacific
Lifes a wishing well wish it all away
I wish for a storm to end it all today
Spit and phlegm dripped
From my nose and mouth
Half shaven Im drunk on luck
My ship still floats
And the world still burns
My ship will sink
While the earth still turns
Get it
Scribbling away
Fingers covered in filth
Clouds start to form
The storm settles in
It begins to snow
Rapidly
The ocean is covered
Miles and miles of snow
Miles and miles and miles of snow
Its beautiful
My ship cant break it
Im stuck
I jump overboard
Face first into the powder
I swallow a mouthful
And make angels
I lay there so long
So long the snow is so deep
I lay there so long
The sky I cant see
Im suffocating and I know it
I know it
But I love it
Shades of gray amber skies
Deep blue seas static lines
Snow blankets the shores
Hide the drugs in the floor
Sleigh rides on the Atlantic
White men on the Pacific
Lifes a wishing well wish it all away
I wish for a storm to end it all today
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Shades of gray amber skies
Deep blue seas static lines
Wish it all away
I wish for a storm to end it all today