Leave me all alone,
There aint nobody callin on my telephone,
Because I ripped that bitch right up outta the wall,
I apologize to any of yall that tried to call.
I havent been myself lately,
I been slowly losin my mind
And tell em its gravy.
Im lookin hella shady
And I havent showered in weeks
I havent washed my balls,
I havent brushed my teeth.
All I see is demons everywhere that I look
Was it the Ouija, the Black Magic, or The Warlock Book?
I cant remember!
But how can my memories leave me?
I cant believe the spirits would try to decieve me!
But they did, just like a little kid
I was so eager to learn, so willin to give
But all they did was hate me and break me
Used my body for a host,
And my mirror for the gateway!
Something…is wrong with me…
I cant be who I need to be…
Something…is wrong with me…
Will it last for eternity?
Something…is wrong with me…
I cant be who I need to be…
Something…is wrong with me…
Will it last for eternity?
Please dont walk away,
I want you to hear what I gotta say.
I never had anyone ever care for me,
I never had anyone ever there for me.
If you would listen to me instead of callin me names,
I would explain why Im shakin and Im goin insane.
My mind is on vacation,
Like a conversation,
Im like a radio, with static on every station.
Still I wanna know will I be normal again
You say its bullshit and tell me that its all pretend
But if its false then why dont the demons just disapear?
And if its untrue then why am I seein them crystal clear?
Because I do, the mirror is turnin blue.
And soul after soul keeps walkin right through.
Theyre livin in my house and livin inside my head,
Some sleep inside the closet, others sleep under the bed.
Something…is wrong with me…
I cant be who I need to be…
Something…is wrong with me…
Will it last for eternity?
Something…is wrong with me…
I cant be who I need to be…
Something…is wrong with me…
Will it last for eternity?
All i wanted to be,
Was a member of a family with unity.
but the people thats a lie because they stab you straight in the back,
and throw a stick in the spokes and flip you off of the track.
If it wasnt for Monoxide and Violent J,
that nigga Jack, Shaggy 2 Dope, and blaze ya dead homie,
I probably woulda given up and called it quits,
I probably wouldnt be here i probably wouldnt be shit!
I find my self looken back in the glass,
and reminice all the times of the present and past.
Im feelen strange, I wonder if they can save me,
Im feelen cold Im standen in front of the gateway.
Here i am, im such a crazy man,
Im tryen to control my life the best that i can.
But the demons are around me tryen to strey me away,
I thank God that im standed right here today.
Something…is wrong with me…
I cant be who I need to be…
Something…is wrong with me…
Will it last for eternity?
Something…is wrong with me…
I cant be who I need to be…
Something…is wrong with me…
Will it last for eternity?