I cant laugh I cant cry I cant see inside of me
Dont know the reason why
I aint straight
And I aint high
Im the ugly in between
Cant live and I cant die
I wanna scream
And I cant win
My lifes a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I cant feel
And I cant love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I cant laugh
And I cant smile
Ill sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I cant love
And I cant feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me
I cant fuck
I cant feel
Im one bizzare motherfucker
What the fucks inside of me
Ill kill the beast so to free my soul
And smash the mirrors that wont let me go
Oh if theres a smile that ya see
Its only the clockwork orange thats in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
Ill sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengence thats in me
And bury the mirror thats inside me